November 7, 2012

i’m sorry if sometimes i let the sorrow get to me. i admit that many times i have let myself be taken alive by so many sad thoughts and jumbled out plans or ambitions that i end up ignoring you somehow. i know, it’s been a while since we had a decent heart to heart conversation, and i do wish we would have one one of these most days, but i feel like i would just burden you with unecessary baggage that have been with me all this time.

i want to share myself with you, but i worry that all i have to share is the heavy sadness that holds my eyes downcast. because i think that’s how i begin: enclosed in the dark.

the bigger concern is that what if all that i am won’t be enough?

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