You’re Edward Cullen – You have great taste for the finer things in life, a classic style, and you understand the way people work so you can manipulate easily. You have many talents and a bit of a temper, but you are mostly level-headed and rational. (wee.:D)

Twilight movie release dates:
South Korea 12 December 2008

USA 12 December 2008

Singapore 25 December 2008

Russia 1 January 2009

Netherlands 8 January 2009

New Zealand 8 January 2009

Philippines 8 January 2009

Australia 9 January 2009

Germany 22 January 2009

Finland 13 February 2009

Venezuela 20 March 2009


he came in a dream

June 23, 2008

this was three nights ago, June 18.

after i woke up, i figured that it was all in my head. and yet, jogging side by side with him, having been so close to him with his signature smile all over his glowing face, I couldn’t bring myself to trust my logic because i also wanted to believe that he was really with me in my subconsciousness. but in the end, he’s gone.

i remember the pinnacle of my dream: he was eaten by the floor as it collapsed beneath us. i had gotten a good head start and was desperately trying to save him; i knew i only wanted to cling to any shred of what was left of our life before. but even that was gone, because the fact is my brother’s two years away from college, my nephew doesn’t need me reading to him as much as before and hey look, i’m suddenly a legal citizen. too many moments have passed us by.

as he struggled to hold on before submitting to the inevitable, he shot me a look; a cross between despair and permanent longing, and relief and indescribable joy to have seen me after two and a half years of silence.

without a word, he asked me to leave him.
go run was written across his face.
so i ran.

i went out for help and upon returning, he is gone.

Goodnight, my angel,
Now it’s time to sleep
And still so many things I want to say
Remember all the songs you sang for me
When we went sailing on an emerald bay
And like a boat out on the ocean
I’m rocking you to sleep
The water’s dark and deep
Inside this ancient heart
You’ll always be a part of me

i just wanted to share, that’s all.:)

piece by piece

June 18, 2008

we write our regrets in anger
we contemplate our lives all too slow
we drown our happiness with laughter
we complicate things a little more

emptiness comes to haunt us today
yet the presence of love fuels our hopes

the past recurring, the future uncertain
such distorted lives we lead
at long last come together piece by piece
under our gravestones with finality.


June 15, 2008

Uncertainties can drive humans insane, and yet they also spice up everything else. But, do we dictate and mold our own memories or do our memories dictate and mold us into who we are?

Two more years.

deaf and blind

June 1, 2008

In silence do we only realize our mistakes and shortcomings we’ve made in the past. It is in solitude too that we are able to see and appreciate the splendor of life as we ponder into the depths of our souls. But it is also the time when we feel pain the most. Without communication, two lovers who have known each other suddenly seem so distant, like strangers brought together by chance. In those quiet moments, he reflects deeply. Yet in those same moments, she counts the endless tears which he never caught and wiped away.


I browsed through my journal just now. I can’t believe I was that desperate and depressed back in those days. maybe until now. oh well.