November 7, 2012

i’m sorry if sometimes i let the sorrow get to me. i admit that many times i have let myself be taken alive by so many sad thoughts and jumbled out plans or ambitions that i end up ignoring you somehow. i know, it’s been a while since we had a decent heart to heart conversation, and i do wish we would have one one of these most days, but i feel like i would just burden you with unecessary baggage that have been with me all this time.

i want to share myself with you, but i worry that all i have to share is the heavy sadness that holds my eyes downcast. because i think that’s how i begin: enclosed in the dark.

the bigger concern is that what if all that i am won’t be enough?

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somebody save me

November 7, 2012

“You start to feel your soul wither if you don’t have love around you. It’s a subtle decay but it’s there. People have so much of it to give and if they aren’t given an outlet, it becomes locked inside of you and suffocates the heart. You need a release. ”

Exactly.

dear you

October 7, 2012

hey you. thanks for making my landscapes worthwhile and my memories more meaningful. i’m always grateful. ❤

free fall

August 21, 2012

 

what scares and gets me pumped up at the same time is the free fall, not the height or the cold water down below but taking that huge risk and not knowing how i’ll land, where i’ll land or if i’d ever land at all.

it’s a good thing i have you. 🙂

You think you..

August 8, 2012

You think you’re too broken up to be loved, but the truth is, everybody loves you.

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Maybe on most days, you secretly feel you are not enough–that you’re not worth the trouble; but you are enough, in fact, you are more than enough.

Maybe you just never gave yourself a chance.

You’re afraid perhaps, of taking a chance on yourself because you’ve given away too many chances to people who have failed you.

Don’t suffer for those people, they’ve already caused you pain.

In case you’ve forgotten or you refuse to believe, in spite of your imperfections, you will always be enough.